I AM SORRY FOR ALL MY WRONGS,
AND I AM TRULY TRYING TO BE STRONG.
i FEEL THE WEAKNESS,AND DESPARE,
AND THE FEELING WONDERING EVEN WHY TO CARE.
I FELL THE DARKNESS ALL OVER ME LIKE A BLANKET OF DEATH,
MAKING IT HARD TO MOVE FORWARD WITH EVERY BREATH.
THE HARDER I TRY TO KEEP IT TOGETHER,
THE MORE GOES WRONG AND I FEEL WEAK AS A FEATHER.
EVERYONE AROUND THINKS I CAN BOUNCE BACK FROM WHAT EVER GETS THREW MY WAY,
AS I GET WEAKER,AND WEAKER WITH EACH NEW HIT,
IF NOTHING ELSE GET ME MAD ENOUGH TO THROW A FIT.
I JUST NEED A BREAK A SMALL AREA OF RIGHT,
TO GIVE ME FOOTING TO CONTINUE THE FIGHT.
I KNOW I HAVE DONE WRONG,AND I AM NOT PERFECT NOR WILL NEVER BE,
BUT I THOUGHT,I HAVE TRIED TO DO AND BE FOR OTHERS ALSO YOU SEE.
I HAVE TRIED,AND TRIED TO PULL THINGS TOGETHER TO GET FOOTING TO MAKE LIFE RIGHT,
MY BIGGST DREAM IS TO HELP OTHERS THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE, SO NOT TO FEEL AS BLUE AS I DO,
BUT FIRST I NEED TI FIND THE OTHER SIDE MYSELF AND NOT FEEL BLUE.
IF THERE IS NO WAY OUT JUST TAKE ME IN MY SLEEP,
FOR I AM DROWNDING IN THIS DEPRESSION DEEP.
I KNOW WE BROUGHT ALOT OF OUR PROBLEMS ON OURSELVES,THIS IS TRUE,
BUT WE HAVE MADE A GOOD FIGHT TO COME BACK TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(c)2009 Kimberly McCreary
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Thank you for writing this. You took the words right out of my head. You are, by far, an amazing writer. You are truly blessed by God with the gift of words, with the gift of blessing the union of pen to paper. Keep writing, keep the faith and God will always continue to bless you.
ReplyDeleteHave you ever thought of getting your works published?